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So This Is Retirement

As of 2026, I am officially retired. So it's a new chapter of life and I'm trying to figure out what it looks like. To overuse the metaphor, what are the scenes in this chapter? What is my character arc? Like a romance, I know how it will eventually end. But let's not dwell on that!

I posted my retirement update in Linked In and to my surprise I received dozens of well wishes from people I haven't heard from in years, mostly professional colleagues. It was quite an ego boost, even though I came away thinking, "do I really deserve all this praise for my career? Was I as effective as these people think I was?"

I'm taking some courses, mostly related to Judaism, and going to the gym three times a week (twice with my trainer and once for a course on stretching). I'm still reading ARCs from NetGalley, trying to stay ahead of publication dates, which is a challenge this month with so many new books being published in January.

One book I recently read that completely confounded me was Sheer by Vanessa Lawrence (available as of today). My review is here. I'd love to discuss this book with anyone who reads it. It's staying with me because I'm fascinated with the difficult, stubborn and delusional main character narrator who is so wedded to her own vision of beauty that it completely ends up contributing to her downfall. She uses feminism both to justify her vision as well as to explain the attacks against her (e.g., no one likes a powerful woman), but these are just rationalizations of her own shortcomings and what I call in the review the "tyranny of the closet," in which she engages in decades of casual sex with no insight into why she is making the choices she's making.

Anyway, I recommend the book mostly as a discussion topic and less about its literary value.

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